Blog Tour: Tortured by Nicole Williams






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When he left for a twelve-month deployment, she knew it would feel like forever before they saw each other again. She didn’t realize how right she was.

When Lance Corporal Brecken Connolly gets taken as a POW, Camryn hopes for the best but steels herself for the worst. In the end, steel was what she needed to survive when he didn’t. She moves on the only way she knows how—gilding herself in more steel.

Years go by.

She builds a new life.

She leaves the old one behind.

Until one day, she sees the face of a ghost on the news. Brecken seems to have risen from the dead, but she knows she can’t perform the same miracle for herself. While Brecken was held in a torture camp for the past five years, she’s been trapped in her own kind of prison. One she can’t be freed from.

The man she mourned comes back to join the living, but the girl he wanted to spend his life with isn’t the same woman he comes back for. Brecken isn’t the same person either. The past five years have changed them both. While he’s determined to put the pieces back together, she’s resolved to let hers rot where they shattered.


Broken or not, Brecken wants her back. He’ll do anything to achieve that. Even if it means going against the warden of Camryn’s personal prison—her husband.


“It’s been six years. Everything’s changed. I have. You have.” My eyes lifted. “Why? Why are you trying to win me back?”
He exhaled, his lips parting. “I’m going to win you back.”
When his hand slid around the bend of my waist, winding behind my back, I jerked. His touch was different tonight, hungry, determined. My head clouded, blocking out reason or letting it surface to the top, one or the other.
“I married him,” I whispered even as my hand found his chest.
“But you belong to me.”
My eyes closed as he bowed me against him. I wasn’t sure how two bodies that had been as broken as ours could be so strong when joined. “How do you know?”
“I can see it in your eyes. Every time you look at me.” His other hand lifted to my chin, tipping it until our eyes connected. His brow rose slowly, like I was proving his point right that very moment.
“That’s a confident statement.” My voice shook, but my body felt steady. Unwavering.
“It’s the truth.”
My chest was moving so hard, it brushed his with every breath. What was I doing? Where had I found myself? The man holding me had died only to be resurrected six years later. It was too late, but it wasn’t over.
No matter what, Brecken Connolly and I would never be over.
“Twenty-six days,” I said slowly. “That’s all I have to give you. That’s all I have to give. Four weeks. Once he’s back, you know the way it has to be.”
His face broke, but his hold didn’t budge. “It’s not enough.”
My fingers curled into his shirt, looking for some way to hold on to him. “I know.”
His other arm suddenly looped around me and he lifted me off the ground, his grip going around my backside when my legs tied around him. “But a fucking eternity wouldn’t be enough either, so it’ll just have to do.”
He carried me through the sand and up the stairs of the cabin, then he propped me against the wall so he could open the screen door. Something slipped out of my mouth when he flexed his hips into mine.
“Told you it wasn’t a morning issue,” he whispered in my ear, but I could hear the smile in his voice. “Just a Camryn one.”
He made the same motion with his hips, applying a little more friction this time, causing a louder sound to echo from my lungs.
Opening the screen door as silently as he could, he carried me inside.
“You can set me down, you know?” I whispered.
“I know,” he said, his arms tying tighter. Once all of the lights were off, the cabin closed up for the night, he padded down the hall.
“You know where you’re going?”
His head nodded beside mine. “I’ve always known.”
My hands went behind his neck. His skin was warm and familiar. “And where’s that?”
He exhaled against my skin as he closed the bedroom door. “Toward you.”
He set me down once he’d untied my legs from around his waist, and he took a few steps back. He stared at me for a moment then reached for the lamp on the dresser.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“Turning on the lights.”
I watched him flip on another. “Why?”
“Because I want to see you. Because I want to watch your face as I move inside you. Because I want to see your skin flush when I make you come.” He flipped on one more light, then all of his attention turned to me. “Because I want to see everything.”
My heart took off as I imagined being intimate with him with every light in the room on. My body wasn’t the same one he’d left. It had carried a burden; it bore the scars of a shattered soul and a broken body. “I don’t want you to see me. Not like that. In the dark, you can imagine the way I was before.”
When I reached for the closest lamp to switch it off, he stopped me. “I don’t want to imagine.” His hand curled around mine, guiding it away from the lamp. “I want the real thing. I want the real you.”
“You’ve seen my body. You know what I look like beneath all of this.” I motioned at the fresh clothes hanging off of me, covering me from my wrists to my ankles to my neck.
“When I look at you, I see beauty and strength, and the one person in the world who gives me a reason to live and a reason to die.” He drew me to him, his face creased in lines of concentration. “That’s what I see when I look at you.”



My review (aka Diana’s review):

I don’t even know where to begin with this book. It is so darn good! I had forgotten how amazing Nicole Williams’ books are—because I read her Crash series forever ago—but thank goodness that I’m back reading on track because she writes amazing romances. Nicole, you are amazing and I love you.

Tortured is the story of Camryn and Brecken. In the prologue we are taken back to the past, a past where Camryn and Brecken are together and full of love for each other. They’re planning of leaving their little old town and getting married. Brecken is getting deployed for twelve long months but he promises he’ll come back and they’ll get going with their plans.

“I’m coming back for you, Camryn Blue Gardner, so you’d better be waiting for me, or I’ll just have to come find you and remind you why you fell crazy in love with me.”

Unfortunately, Brecken gets taken as a prisoner of war and is thought to be dead.
With the love of her life now dead, Camryn moves on with her life. She gets married and has a kid, although she’s now just the shell of the girl she used to be.
But surprise, surprise! Turns out Brecken isn’t dead, he’s very much alive and finally free after being captive for five/six years. He’s now going back to their little town and back to the girl who kept him from giving up.

“I’d give you the shirt off my back, the air in my lungs, the last drop of blood in my veins.”

When Brecken finds out Camryn has moved on but that her life is not as good as it may seem to others and that she’s living her own version of torture, he’ll do anything to save her and her child. Even if it means putting his life at risk.

“When I look at you, I see beauty and strength, and the one person in the world who gives me a reason to live and a reason to die.”
Sigh. There is no way in heck that I can choose just one favorite character from this book. Brecken and Camryn are my power couple. They’re my definition of true love. If you look for True Love on my metal dictionary – you’ll find their names. My love for them is so big that up until now they’re probably my favorite second-chance-romance hero and heroine.
They’re both the most badass fighters in the universe. They are the strongest people out there, both of them have gone to hell and back and every time they keep getting stronger and stronger. I admire them for never—ever!—giving up on their love for each other.


I cannot even begin to tell you the amount of scenes that had me biting my nails or with my heart on my throat or blushing deep red or making me feel millions of butterflies rushing through my body. Every single word inside this book is incredibly well written. Tortured is practically impossible to put down. It is fantastic, I have no other words to describe it.

If you’ve made it this far then you know why I love this book and know that you have to read it ASAP. In case you don’t know why YOU have to read this book, then here it goes. Tortured is a second chance romance (who doesn’t love one of those?!), from beginning to end a definite page turner (no one can say no to a page turner y’all), hunkalicious hero (don’t even get me started with this one), strong heroine, plenty of swoon worthy scenes and also plenty gut wrenching scenes. What else can you ask for?!
I recommend this book to everyone who loves a good romance book with a touch of cruel (sad) reality.

5/5 flowers ✿


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Nicole Williams is the New York Times and USATODAY bestselling author of contemporary and young adult romance, including the Crash and Lost & Found series. Her books have been published by HarperTeen and Simon & Schuster in both domestic and foreign markets, while she continues to self-publish additional titles. She is working on a new YA series with Crown Books (a division of Random House) as well. She loves romance, from the sweet to the steamy, and writes stories about characters in search of their happily even after. She grew up surrounded by books and plans on writing until the day she dies, even if it’s just for her own personal enjoyment. She still buys paperbacks because she’s all nostalgic like that, but her kindle never goes neglected for too long. When not writing, she spends her time with her husband and daughter, and whatever time’s left over she’s forced to fit too many hobbies into too little time.


Nicole is represented by Jane Dystel, of Dystel and Goderich Literary Agency.






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